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They call me names, they tagged me. Am I human?, I struggle to find my identity. What does it mean to be human?
They said I was born out of wedlock. They gave me strange names apart from my name. I’ve always been an object of scorn for reasons beyond my making. Perhaps of my making. But I didn’t ask to be this way either. Suddenly everything becomes my fault. I sometimes wonder why am I here. I often do grapple with the fact that I might be a human mistake. A human experiment gone bad.
I’m a Bastard
This is how estranged I have become to my own race. I’m Egyptian, I’m Irish, I’m Jew, I’m Ethiopian, I’m Aramean, I’m Latin, I’m African, I’m European, I’m Asian, I’m ……. just me after all.
They show me maps, they say, I’m different from the rest seperated by invisible walls they call borders as if the rest were aliens from another planet & were my enemies. They’re sucking away my energy like zombies sucking life (blood) out of the living to stay alive, with their altering mind control programmes they’ve put on some media called TV, Radio, Podcast, in schools; the later being the worst form thru what they call Education. They termed it Survival for the Fittest.
I’m Normal
All I’d asked for was to love & beloved. Instead, I was made to hate, to feel superiority complex to my keens, to obey a system laid & established by some elites of earlier generations of non human origins, who have no form of morality, who lack intergrity nor have any compassion for our race. An elite who only see evil out of good & beauty, who are obsessed with absolute power & control to take over the rest of humanity upon this earth. I, like many others are to be the decoys to get to the end of their schemes. They had designed our future even before we were born. We wheeled into it without asking questions which is suppose to be the norm according to the establishment. They wanted us to deviate from the true source of our enlightment to the false one & give it more credence. They’re simply carbon copying from the original & giving us the fake. A state of mind of utter submission to the establishement is what they want.
I serve the Grid
Religion was the only hope for our escape but little did we know how corrupt they had become. They (elites) had infiltrated their evil doctrines into all sphere of society, shaping a new world where all things were possible for them & their sheep. The clergies became their indirect servants. They perverted the truth handed thru generations by our beloved forefathers for the lust of same filthy agenda & fed us with these perversions for generations till date. We thought, we had or knew the truth till…
Trying to Break Free
I’m learning to breath for the first time. I’m finding out that I & I alone can break my fall. I’m awake & alive at this moment. I learning to love again. I’m learning I’ve been my own enemy all this while. I’m learning I don’t have to conform to the lifestyles of others if it’s contradictory to how I feel about them. I’m learning I don’t only need to be just accepted but to also embrace all people, all cultures if they abide by the virtues of True Love. I’m learning Love is the only thing that will last in the end. I’m finding out that I was meant to live for much more greater things than these. I’m finding out that Hate & all it attributes are vices which aren’t of the human nature but have been incoporated into our DNA by an alien force (demonic spirit) whose sole aim is to anilihate our race by causing chaos & confusion. I’m learning I’ve got the ability, the power to fight & overcome the forces of darkness with the Light that shines within my soul given by the Divine Creator. I’m learning I’m not my own but actually intertwined with an entity higher & superior than I can fathom or explain.
I’m simply learning to be Human again. Going back to my root. The original Adam & Eve.
The very word ‘enlightened’ implies that one has the light, and it is within. The Bible says, “Take heed that the light in you should not become darkness or extinct.”
Light has always been associated with things positive, a dispeller of internal and external darkness.
What is the special ingredient in ancient personalities that gave them extraordinary halos and the glow of divinity that sets them apart from ordinary mortals? That special illumination that transformed them as well as the lives of millions whom they touched?
It is the light of the universal consciousness that shines through these enlightened souls that is immediately apparent even to the naked eye.
The Light is the essence of humanity. In mere mortals, the inner light manifests in the form of positive emotions like love, compassion, peace and joy. We experience these bursts of positive emotions intermittently along the rollercoaster ride of life. But most of the time, our base tendencies prevent us from being consistently in that state. We fall prey to ‘maya’ which creates the illusion of duality because of what we tend to think in terms of I-me-myself. We thus create a tangled web of highly complicated personality traits which plunge us deeper into the state of ignorance. There is no room for the inner light to shine anylonger, for the windows of the souls are firmly shut in such a state.
When you ask a doctor ¨What makes a heartbeat?¨, he would say ¨It is the brain that sends signals or communicates with the heart and tells the heart to beat and pump blood¨. Rephrase the question ¨What makes the brain function?¨ and you will get something like this; ¨It is because the heart pumps blood to the brain and feeds it with energy rich blood cells to help it carry out its functions properly, both of which occur simultaneously unconsciously or seems to be.¨ Take note of the word ¨Unconsciously¨.
Therefore who/what started this whole process? There has to be someone/something to start the human machine. So here comes the IAM of INCEPTION whom we have been yearning to know till now from the beginning of time. Our whole life is based on our five senses from what we know at least from this ethereal Consciousness we so flipantly call God. If we take away all five senses from the body, our whole experience will cease to exist. This becomes surreal, yet real. The Sixth Sense steps in.
We ask, are we sleeping to wake up after death or we are awake to sleep after death? We say, we will never know, why we grow and age. How limited are we knowingfully well that we only use 3% or possibly less of our conscious mind. We can only explain what ALREADY IS with that percentage. i.e. If science is to be proven correctly.
You look all around you, you can’t out-think the CONSCIOUSNESS. Just when we think we are getting near the crux, it’s just a matter of seconds of free fall before we realise it, we are at the bottom just to start all over again. Our conscious self tells us we were fashioned and designed in the very likeness of the IAM of INCEPTION. In order for us to properly understand & appreciate the makings of the IAM of Consciousness, we must forever be like children always willing to learn things anew for what we think we already know, only appears to be a beam or ray of light from the whole light source.
As such, be still and know there’s an IAM of INCEPTIONS. Don’t be caught up in the realm of Maya. The final choice is yours to make which one to follow on the road of your enlightened self. By stating the above, I hereby mean there’s ONE & ONLY not multiple. Anything other than this is fake or carbon copy. Take it or leave it.
in Conclusion so, do you still think or believe that, it’s by accident the human system coordinates things unconsciously on its own to keep us alive? How naive could you be?
The worst kind of insult in lies is Truth.
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